the joke’s on me..

How did it come to this? It seems that life is slowly spiraling down to a state of bland existence… neither irritating nor stimulating…

How does one become passionate about something? Whether it be on loving someone intensely, fighting most deeply for one’s belief or pursuing one’s lifetime dream…

I can still hear Al Pacino’s words saying, “You are what you’re after…”

Methinks that I’m somewhere perfectly in between of being neither happy nor sad. Ain’t that a tragedy itself?

Am I driven with my ambitions? But what are ambitions anyway but a speck of an ephemeral emotion that merely nourishes selfish motives…a cheap thrill ride that may cost one’s entire lifetime maybe worthless if gone wrong…

what is something not worth living for..or dying for…

what leaves someone with an emptiness of the soul?

I used to know what differs, now I can’t even remember.

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