and i came home..

For some time, I feel had the experience of filling up with the feeling of falling deeper inside of myself, then floating further back out. that I was flying in some imaginary cloud and running my fingers against the sweetness of it all where fear just disappeared, and Faith was seated right beside my heart and doubt was unmasked as nothing more than just a harmless jester.

I then made the resolution–to let the self-writings finally fill my empty page in the world’s book, saying that Yes, I too have a space in this place! I’m the shy woman-child springing into skittle-blue sky and I’m…gliding.. :p

And isn’t it crazy how the world chooses to answer as soon as you really ask? As a gypsy soul, I must have faith that the stumbling blocks are for a reason (or perhaps I’m just paying off my karmic debt?) maybe it’ll all become clearer as I continue to unloosen my fruitless control on everything, including myself.

I confess I’m a bit scared as I haven’t been listening to my inner voice for a very long time– it’s become barely more than a whisper and I strain to hear it, but it’ll get louder soon..

I hope.

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